Random thinking 2

You know what breaks my heart?

The one goal of a parent is to not let your kid kill themselves no matter how little you could give them … All you have to do is be there for them. And some fail as sad as it is.

And it also breaks my heart being the 1 of 4 kids who gets paid attention to the least. This isn’t a cry for help it’s a realization of what goes on in my life.

thinking random thoughts suicide


You’re not alone.

Everyone on the planet, has loved and lost.
Everyone will do whatever to feel loved or for the person they love.

So it’s not crazy when I say I love you or I wanna wait even though you don’t have deep feelings for me. Because I’m just human. And wanna be loved










help I’m having emotions about a cartoon antidepressant trying to be useful


yes but look at it, it cares about her and just wants to help her be able to function. It’s like “I know you’re sad. here, I’ll help you.”

LIKE OKAY THOUGH can I explain why this is exceedingly brilliant??  Because when anti-depressants work right, that’s what they DO.  They don’t make you happy or emotionless or unhealthy in any way, they make you FUNCTIONAL.  They make it so that a depressed person who can barely get out of bed can start to support themselves again and more importantly, start to THINK for themselves again without the permeating presence of depression.

Depression is a cyclical disease, that tells you to think a certain way, and, because you’re depressed, you generally believe it, and then things get worse and worse.  The ONLY thing anti-depressants do is to STOP that cycle in its tracks!!  Which is something to be ecstatic about and celebrated, even if you don’t realize it at the time, because when you’re depressed, getting out of bed is climbing Mount Everest.  Antidepressants help stop that cycle so that one day soon, getting out of bed can JUST be getting out of bed.  They don’t even expedite the recovery process in most cases, they just make recovery POSSIBLE IN THE FIRST PLACE.  So this little guy is portrayed with a fuckton more accuracy than I ever expected from a commercial.

It’s back and adorable

This reminded me to take my medicine.

That fucking pill is two-timing her.

Nah it’s cool. Antidepressants are in an open relationship with everyone. :}

(via mythicalclifford)

Things Said Already

That’s the problem…
No one would take an I love you genuinely from a person who feels love directly for them because the rest of the ones they’ve heard were said with intentions of not truly meaning it forever

love poetry